But not the sort you're probably expecting. As I look back over my blog in the last few months I really feel like I've kind of lost touch with what I was doing. It's gone from fun with others to just painting nails and that makes me sad :( I'm going to be stepping back to try to figure out where I went wrong.
I used to engage a lot with others. I think I've hit a small bout of depression and I don't really know what to do with it. I'm doing incredible in some areas of my life but I feel out of touch with how to be a great mommy and that kind of consumes my thoughts lately. I lurk on blogs but don't comment so much anymore and spend huge amounts of time to do these elaborate manicures and then simply put the pictures up. I've lost the spirit.
I think when my baby girl gets home I'm going to sit and look through all her pretties with her. Maybe I just need to see the world through her eyes...I dunno. I hate this kind of funk - it frustrates me. I started this blog for fun and I feel like I don't even know what the direction for it is now.
I used to dream of doing posts with baby girl when she gets older. Mommy does, Baby Girl does....that sort of thing. We'll see...